Cause Your All I Need
I sit here wait for you
But you never show your face
Why can't you just let me
Just let me know what is wrong
I can't take this pain
It's like my chest is tearing apart
Tearing apart
You know I always loved you
I just don't understand why
Why you can't be here
But we are to far apart
For you to know
Just to let you know
Oh baby I be wait for you ever and forever
Just want you
You to come back to me
Cause your all I need
Oh baby I be wait for you ever and forever
Just want you
You to come back to me
Cause your all I need
Day I wake up hoping
Hoping you were here with me
Wish I could hold you
My arms feel so empty with out
With you by my side
I lone to have you here with me
With me
You just walked out that door
I just don't understand why
Why you up and left
But were so far apart
For you to know
Just to let you know
Oh baby I be wait for you ever and forever
Just want you
You to come back to me
Cause your all I need
Oh baby I be wait for you ever and forever
Just want you
You to come back to me
Cause your all I need
I know that we belong, And one day we will be again
So I sit here waiting for you
Never to move from this spot till you get back
Oh baby I be wait for you ever and forever
Just want you
You to come back to me
Cause your all I need
Oh baby I be wait for you ever and forever
Just want you
You to come back to me
Cause your all I need
Day I wake up hoping
Hoping you were here with me
Saturday, January 23, 2010
Just Come Back To Me
Just Come Back To Me
There once was a day
When I was so alive
A place I felt safe
But it all disappeared
Where did it go
I can't find it no more
So here I lay
Broken and drained
It's a feeling so lost
Why can't I see it
Is this the end
Of everything I was
Come back
Come back
Just come back to me
Come back
Come back
Just come back to me
When I was a child
Thing seemed so easy then
But now it all gone
The days past me by
Now I'm all grown
Adult you can say
So lost in the world
One that I hate
Kills me to live
With the things I have missed
But it's over now
Come back
Come back
Just come back to me
Come back
Come back
Just come back to me
There once was a day
When I was so alive
A place I felt safe
But it all disappeared
Where did it go
I can't find it no more
So here I lay
Broken and drained
It's a feeling so lost
Why can't I see it
Is this the end
Of everything I was
Come back
Come back
Just come back to me
Come back
Come back
Just come back to me
When I was a child
Thing seemed so easy then
But now it all gone
The days past me by
Now I'm all grown
Adult you can say
So lost in the world
One that I hate
Kills me to live
With the things I have missed
But it's over now
Come back
Come back
Just come back to me
Come back
Come back
Just come back to me
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Nightmare
NIGHTMARE
Nightmare
Your are my never ending nightmare
Hunting my every dream
Tearing a hole to my reality
Becoming real to me
Taking me to heights
Like ones I have never seen before
Scare me
Terrorize me
Take my life
Make it yours
Bleed me
Nightmare
You are the darkness I feel inside me
Killing my every passion
Drowning my soul inner self
Ripping me all apart
Pain hard to bare
Like a pain I have never felt before
Scare me
Terrorize me
Take my life
Make it yours
Bleed me
Tare my flesh
Drink my blood
Feed for me
Live once again
Nightmare
Your are my never ending nightmare
Hunting my every dream
Tearing a hole to my reality
Becoming real to me
Taking me to heights
Like ones I have never seen before
Scare me
Terrorize me
Take my life
Make it yours
Bleed me
Nightmare
You are the darkness I feel inside me
Killing my every passion
Drowning my soul inner self
Ripping me all apart
Pain hard to bare
Like a pain I have never felt before
Scare me
Terrorize me
Take my life
Make it yours
Bleed me
Tare my flesh
Drink my blood
Feed for me
Live once again
Friday, January 15, 2010
Just Pull Me Out
Just Pull Me Out
Why can't you tell me
What this life will be
Just let me know
Cause I, I can't take it anymore
All I want is you
Just save me from my self
This heart of mine been buried far to long
So.....Just pull me up from the hole I dug
I'm just to deep to get out
Just pull me
Just pull me out
I feel so cold without you
Tears fall from my eyes
I need to know
I want, Just want to know
Just give me a reason for this
I've been sunk down to long to fall from you
So.....Just pull me up from the hole I dug
I'm just to deep to get out
Just pull me
Just pull me out
Only you can give me what I need
What I need is you
Wish you can just see
What you mean to me
So.....Just pull me up from the hole I dug
I'm just to deep to get out
Just pull me
Just pull me out
Just pull me
Just pull me out
Just pull me out.........
Why can't you tell me
What this life will be
Just let me know
Cause I, I can't take it anymore
All I want is you
Just save me from my self
This heart of mine been buried far to long
So.....Just pull me up from the hole I dug
I'm just to deep to get out
Just pull me
Just pull me out
I feel so cold without you
Tears fall from my eyes
I need to know
I want, Just want to know
Just give me a reason for this
I've been sunk down to long to fall from you
So.....Just pull me up from the hole I dug
I'm just to deep to get out
Just pull me
Just pull me out
Only you can give me what I need
What I need is you
Wish you can just see
What you mean to me
So.....Just pull me up from the hole I dug
I'm just to deep to get out
Just pull me
Just pull me out
Just pull me
Just pull me out
Just pull me out.........
Thursday, January 14, 2010
Fuck Conspiracy
Fuck Conspiracy
I can't believe what I see
Just another fucked up thing
Always hiding the facts
Who the fuck do you think they are
They build a place, For only the elite.
Something under ground
They leave us dead and dry
How can this fucking be
You know who you are
Fuck the conspiracy
You no longer have one
Cause we know what is true
Fuck the conspiracy
You have no right
We paid you with our sweet
The blood and tears we gave
Taking all our tax money
Just so you can survive what's to come
You hide behind all those fucking lies
Even governor Jesse knows
But you still run and hide
Why do we let this be
We know who you are
Fuck the conspiracy
You no longer have one
Cause we know what is true
Fuck the conspiracy
You have no right
2012 no longer a conspiracy
So fuck the conspiracy
Conspiracy Theory-Jesse Ventura
Apocalypse 2012
It's believed that the world is heading for disaster in 2012 and the government is preparing to save and protect the elite - while leaving the rest of us to fend for ourselves. Jesse Ventura investigates claims of top secret underground bunkers being built in places ranging from the Nevada desert to the White House, including the largest, now under construction beneath a major metropolitan airport.
I can't believe what I see
Just another fucked up thing
Always hiding the facts
Who the fuck do you think they are
They build a place, For only the elite.
Something under ground
They leave us dead and dry
How can this fucking be
You know who you are
Fuck the conspiracy
You no longer have one
Cause we know what is true
Fuck the conspiracy
You have no right
We paid you with our sweet
The blood and tears we gave
Taking all our tax money
Just so you can survive what's to come
You hide behind all those fucking lies
Even governor Jesse knows
But you still run and hide
Why do we let this be
We know who you are
Fuck the conspiracy
You no longer have one
Cause we know what is true
Fuck the conspiracy
You have no right
2012 no longer a conspiracy
So fuck the conspiracy
Conspiracy Theory-Jesse Ventura
Apocalypse 2012
It's believed that the world is heading for disaster in 2012 and the government is preparing to save and protect the elite - while leaving the rest of us to fend for ourselves. Jesse Ventura investigates claims of top secret underground bunkers being built in places ranging from the Nevada desert to the White House, including the largest, now under construction beneath a major metropolitan airport.
Just Tell Me
Just Tell Me
I always cared, But you never cared at all.
This is the end of you and I
It was the storm you caused for disaster
Broken heart, Shattered life.
You just left me behind without a word
So depressed, Buried deep.
Will I ever crawl out this hole of mine
Chewed me up to spit me out
Killed my soul, Leaving here to drown.
I can't breath with out you here
Just tell me
How can this be
What did I do
Why did you leave Her without you
Just tell me
I can't see you, Just wish I could feel you
This pain devouring me inside
It crazy you just left me blank and blind
Broken promise, Shattered dream.
I hope your happy now for what you did
So deprived, Dying inside.
If only was a dream I could wake from
I'd feel a sense of life again
It's just to hard to think of that day now
I just want to breath just for me
Just tell me
How can this be
What did I do
Why did you leave Her without you
Just tell me
Why can't I just let it all just go
I always cared, But you never cared at all.
This is the end of you and I
It was the storm you caused for disaster
Broken heart, Shattered life.
You just left me behind without a word
So depressed, Buried deep.
Will I ever crawl out this hole of mine
Chewed me up to spit me out
Killed my soul, Leaving here to drown.
I can't breath with out you here
Just tell me
How can this be
What did I do
Why did you leave Her without you
Just tell me
I can't see you, Just wish I could feel you
This pain devouring me inside
It crazy you just left me blank and blind
Broken promise, Shattered dream.
I hope your happy now for what you did
So deprived, Dying inside.
If only was a dream I could wake from
I'd feel a sense of life again
It's just to hard to think of that day now
I just want to breath just for me
Just tell me
How can this be
What did I do
Why did you leave Her without you
Just tell me
Why can't I just let it all just go
You and I
You and I
Why
Why do we cry these tears of fear
Why
Why can't we just spread our wing
Why
Why have we give everything up
Why
Why don't we just give it one more
I never wanted this
I only wanted us
Just you and I
I never wanted this
I only wanted us
Just me and you
How
How can we fix what has been done
How
How do we just keep it going on
How
How have we just let it all just go
How
How will we start it all over again
I never wanted this
I only wanted us
Just me and you
I never wanted this
I only wanted us
Just me and you
You just left me here
You never told me
How can this be
I thought you were the one for me
I never wanted this
I only wanted us
Just you and I
What did I do
Why
Why do we cry these tears of fear
Why
Why can't we just spread our wing
Why
Why have we give everything up
Why
Why don't we just give it one more
I never wanted this
I only wanted us
Just you and I
I never wanted this
I only wanted us
Just me and you
How
How can we fix what has been done
How
How do we just keep it going on
How
How have we just let it all just go
How
How will we start it all over again
I never wanted this
I only wanted us
Just me and you
I never wanted this
I only wanted us
Just me and you
You just left me here
You never told me
How can this be
I thought you were the one for me
I never wanted this
I only wanted us
Just you and I
What did I do
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Demonslave
Demonslave
Feel the pain I bring
Taste the fear I give
Bleed the blood I take
Die with all my sin
I give you my hate
Take your live away
I'm the demon
Demon of chaos
Killing
Destroying your inner life
Draining all I can take
Do you feel me inside
I tearing the flesh
Ripping from the inside
I must lust for sin
Give me all you fear
Take your life away
I'm the demon
Demon of chaos
Killing
Destroying your inner life
Draining all I can take
Demonslave
Feel the pain I bring
Taste the fear I give
Bleed the blood I take
Die with all my sin
I give you my hate
Take your live away
I'm the demon
Demon of chaos
Killing
Destroying your inner life
Draining all I can take
Do you feel me inside
I tearing the flesh
Ripping from the inside
I must lust for sin
Give me all you fear
Take your life away
I'm the demon
Demon of chaos
Killing
Destroying your inner life
Draining all I can take
Demonslave
Never to Stand Again
Never to Stand Again
I watch you die
Killing your inner self
The blood is dripping
Your life is fading slow
You try to breath, But you lung are ceased.
One more time you try to stand
You keep on falling
Never succeed to live this out
Vomiting up your blood
That is pouring out of you
Your veins are draining fast
This pain you can not bare no more
One more time you try to stand
You keep on falling
Never succeed to live this out
There is nothing you can do
Your essence dying fast
Everything is freezing cold
Your mind fades away
Never to stand again
Never to stand again
Never to stand again
Never to stand again
Never to breath again
I watch you die
Killing your inner self
The blood is dripping
Your life is fading slow
You try to breath, But you lung are ceased.
One more time you try to stand
You keep on falling
Never succeed to live this out
Vomiting up your blood
That is pouring out of you
Your veins are draining fast
This pain you can not bare no more
One more time you try to stand
You keep on falling
Never succeed to live this out
There is nothing you can do
Your essence dying fast
Everything is freezing cold
Your mind fades away
Never to stand again
Never to stand again
Never to stand again
Never to stand again
Never to breath again
You want to
You want to
Fuck
Fuck you
You want hate me
Then fucking hate me
You want to hit me
Then fucking hit me
You can't stop me
I can't die
I keep going on
Nothing will change
I am the monster
The one you dread
Only one of a kind
I make it all shatter
Kill all in my way
You want to hate me
Then fucking hate me
You want to hit me
The fucking hit me
Just fucking do it
I will bury you
You can't stop me
I can't die
I will take all
I take everything
Things I crave
All is mine to take
Everything in my reach
All make it all mine
Take all in my sight
You want to hate me
Then fucking hate me
You want to hit me
The fucking hit me
Just fucking do it
I will bury you
Fuck
Fuck you
You want hate me
Then fucking hate me
You want to hit me
Then fucking hit me
You can't stop me
I can't die
I keep going on
Nothing will change
I am the monster
The one you dread
Only one of a kind
I make it all shatter
Kill all in my way
You want to hate me
Then fucking hate me
You want to hit me
The fucking hit me
Just fucking do it
I will bury you
You can't stop me
I can't die
I will take all
I take everything
Things I crave
All is mine to take
Everything in my reach
All make it all mine
Take all in my sight
You want to hate me
Then fucking hate me
You want to hit me
The fucking hit me
Just fucking do it
I will bury you
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
I am your living nightmare
I am your living nightmare
Suffer, Terrorize, And destroy.
Killing you inner will
I'm the death, The Antichrist
The devil in your mind
Draining your every desire
I am you living nightmare
The bitter taste in your mouth
I am your living nightmare
The demon you see is me
I am your living nightmare
Crawling through your skin
Rotting you inside
Eating your flesh from outside
I am the maggot
Feeding on your dreams
I am you living nightmare
The bitter taste in your mouth
I am your living nightmare
The demon you see is me
I am your living nightmare
I am your nightmare
Living inside those dreams
I am the only nightmare you will ever have.
Suffer, Terrorize, And destroy.
Killing you inner will
I'm the death, The Antichrist
The devil in your mind
Draining your every desire
I am you living nightmare
The bitter taste in your mouth
I am your living nightmare
The demon you see is me
I am your living nightmare
Crawling through your skin
Rotting you inside
Eating your flesh from outside
I am the maggot
Feeding on your dreams
I am you living nightmare
The bitter taste in your mouth
I am your living nightmare
The demon you see is me
I am your living nightmare
I am your nightmare
Living inside those dreams
I am the only nightmare you will ever have.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Jump Up
Jump Up
Breaking the chains that bind you
You keep on running only to find
Nothing is ever going to be
Chasing a dream you'll never find
How can you make it better
Just give it all you can
Jump up
Make your life mean more than ever
More than you can see
Jump up
Take you self to the top of the world
Then see it all
Just jump up high
Breaking the chains that bind you
You keep on running only to find
Everything is gone away
Chasing a life no longer there
How can you make it better
Just give it all you can
Jump up
Make your life mean more than ever
More than you can see
Jump up
Take you self to the top of the world
Then see it all
Just jump up high
Just jump up
Never back down
Just jump up
Let it all out
Just jump up
Take the world in your hands
And never stop
Breaking the chains that bind you
You keep on running only to find
Nothing is ever going to be
Chasing a dream you'll never find
How can you make it better
Just give it all you can
Jump up
Make your life mean more than ever
More than you can see
Jump up
Take you self to the top of the world
Then see it all
Just jump up high
Breaking the chains that bind you
You keep on running only to find
Everything is gone away
Chasing a life no longer there
How can you make it better
Just give it all you can
Jump up
Make your life mean more than ever
More than you can see
Jump up
Take you self to the top of the world
Then see it all
Just jump up high
Just jump up
Never back down
Just jump up
Let it all out
Just jump up
Take the world in your hands
And never stop
Just So Hard
Just so Hard
Days go by, Wondering how you are.
Everyday I am longing for you
Days go by, Wondering How to tell.
Tell you how I fell for you
Days go by, Wondering how far you.
How far you are away from me
Why can I just say the words to you
Just to hard
Hard to show you my heart and soul
Just to hard
Why can't I just say that I love you
Day's go by, Wanting to tell you.
Everything that runs though my mind
Days go by, Wanting to tell you.
Tell you how much I want to hold you
Days go by, Wanting to tell you
I would do anything to fell you beside me
Why can I just say the words to you
Just to hard
Hard to show you my heart and soul
Just to hard
Why can't I just say that I love you
I will always love you forever
Just wish I could just let you know................
Days go by, Wondering how you are.
Everyday I am longing for you
Days go by, Wondering How to tell.
Tell you how I fell for you
Days go by, Wondering how far you.
How far you are away from me
Why can I just say the words to you
Just to hard
Hard to show you my heart and soul
Just to hard
Why can't I just say that I love you
Day's go by, Wanting to tell you.
Everything that runs though my mind
Days go by, Wanting to tell you.
Tell you how much I want to hold you
Days go by, Wanting to tell you
I would do anything to fell you beside me
Why can I just say the words to you
Just to hard
Hard to show you my heart and soul
Just to hard
Why can't I just say that I love you
I will always love you forever
Just wish I could just let you know................
Friday, January 8, 2010
Trailer Trash Tease
Trailer Trash Tease
Trailer trash tease.........
What a fucking freak
What the fuck is this
Man with a skullet and a dick in his fist
Claims to be a woman
Just a fag in denial
Suck a fucking cock just to give it a try
Mother fucking poser
Won't do it in public
Wanna be a whore but still have a dick
Unlikely Woman
Where's you get your style
Wear a granny dress with a beard and smile
Can't be the same
Drive me insane
Can't take it any more
Get your undoadictomy Fucking little whore
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
Trailer trash tease.........
What a fucking freak
What the fuck is this
Man with a skullet and a dick in his fist
Claims to be a woman
Just a fag in denial
Suck a fucking cock just to give it a try
Mother fucking poser
Won't do it in public
Wanna be a whore but still have a dick
Unlikely Woman
Where's you get your style
Wear a granny dress with a beard and smile
Can't be the same
Drive me insane
Can't take it any more
Get your undoadictomy Fucking little whore
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
You're just nothing but a trailer trash tease
Aggression
Aggression
What you've done to me has made me snap
You fucked my world, No turning back.
Time to pay the piper
Your time has come
Get ready to die
Because I am blind
With ruthless aggression
Coursing through my veins
This ruthless aggression
Making me insane
My ruthless aggression
It's all your fault
With ruthless aggression
I'll finish what you started
You fuck with me you'll end up dead
Won't take no shit from you again
I'll cut your throat
Sever your spine
Because I am blind
With ruthless aggression
Coursing through my veins
This ruthless aggression
Making me insane
My ruthless aggression
It's all your fault
With ruthless aggression
I'll finish what you started
Die...
Die.....
Die...............
What you've done to me has made me snap
You fucked my world, No turning back.
Time to pay the piper
Your time has come
Get ready to die
Because I am blind
With ruthless aggression
Coursing through my veins
This ruthless aggression
Making me insane
My ruthless aggression
It's all your fault
With ruthless aggression
I'll finish what you started
You fuck with me you'll end up dead
Won't take no shit from you again
I'll cut your throat
Sever your spine
Because I am blind
With ruthless aggression
Coursing through my veins
This ruthless aggression
Making me insane
My ruthless aggression
It's all your fault
With ruthless aggression
I'll finish what you started
Die...
Die.....
Die...............
Trouble
Trouble
Indecision
bothers me like nothing else
You keep
burning the bridge
Only to put it out
Sometimes I wish you'd keep him
So that there is no doubt
But you'd rather swallow me in
Just as you spit him out
You're not worth the trouble
And the shit you put me though
My mind is left in shambles
Confused by what you do
You're not worth the trouble
Wretched little whore
Can't sew it up
I've had enough
I'll slam the fucking door
My thoughts are shattered
Like a broken mirror
Unspoken words
That cloud my mind
A love so cold
Forever frozen
You've
done this to me
Time an time
This burden
Still Exists
This memory
It never fades
You're not worth the trouble
And the shit you put me though
My mind is left in shambles
Confused by what you do
You're not worth the trouble
Wretched little whore
Can't sew it up
I've had enough
I'll slam the fucking door
Indecision
bothers me like nothing else
You keep
burning the bridge
Only to put it out
Sometimes I wish you'd keep him
So that there is no doubt
But you'd rather swallow me in
Just as you spit him out
You're not worth the trouble
And the shit you put me though
My mind is left in shambles
Confused by what you do
You're not worth the trouble
Wretched little whore
Can't sew it up
I've had enough
I'll slam the fucking door
My thoughts are shattered
Like a broken mirror
Unspoken words
That cloud my mind
A love so cold
Forever frozen
You've
done this to me
Time an time
This burden
Still Exists
This memory
It never fades
You're not worth the trouble
And the shit you put me though
My mind is left in shambles
Confused by what you do
You're not worth the trouble
Wretched little whore
Can't sew it up
I've had enough
I'll slam the fucking door
Sorrow
Sorrow
there's too much to think about
From time to time
The lessons I learn
Loving you
Hurt over and over
In my mind
I can't take the pressure
That you make
So take this life
And go away
The way I feel
Is the way I see you
A life that made sense
But you took it all away
I live in sorrow again
I live in sorrow
Too many times
I thought this through it all
Makes perfect sense
You never cared for me
You disgraced my pride
Ripped me up like an old piece of paper
The way I feel
Is the way I see you
A life that made sense
But you took it all away
I live in sorrow again
I live in sorrow
This is my sorrow
there's too much to think about
From time to time
The lessons I learn
Loving you
Hurt over and over
In my mind
I can't take the pressure
That you make
So take this life
And go away
The way I feel
Is the way I see you
A life that made sense
But you took it all away
I live in sorrow again
I live in sorrow
Too many times
I thought this through it all
Makes perfect sense
You never cared for me
You disgraced my pride
Ripped me up like an old piece of paper
The way I feel
Is the way I see you
A life that made sense
But you took it all away
I live in sorrow again
I live in sorrow
This is my sorrow
What's True
What's True
Why do you make me think I love you
But keep pushing me farther away
If I'm everything you ever wanted
Then why won't you fucking say it
I am right here in front of you
Why are you running from this
All you want is a mind fuck
All I want is a peace of mind
You tell me this and that
Never knowing blinds my mind
What's true or not
Kills everything I know of you
What...is...us
I can't take this any more
Separate my heart from my chest
Breaking the spine of my thought
Just as I fall to you
Open to give my life
Now a broken dream
Not even a friend any more
Thanks for my unfinished memories
You tell me this and that
Never knowing blinds my mind
What's true or not
Kills everything I know of you
What...is...us
What..is ...us...........
Why do you make me think I love you
But keep pushing me farther away
If I'm everything you ever wanted
Then why won't you fucking say it
I am right here in front of you
Why are you running from this
All you want is a mind fuck
All I want is a peace of mind
You tell me this and that
Never knowing blinds my mind
What's true or not
Kills everything I know of you
What...is...us
I can't take this any more
Separate my heart from my chest
Breaking the spine of my thought
Just as I fall to you
Open to give my life
Now a broken dream
Not even a friend any more
Thanks for my unfinished memories
You tell me this and that
Never knowing blinds my mind
What's true or not
Kills everything I know of you
What...is...us
What..is ...us...........
The time it takes me to write a song
I've been writing for many of years at first it was a slow. It took me days to come up with words to write. The more I did it though. The more it came to me. Everything I write comes from a dark place in my head and my heart. Others come from Ideas or others helping me. Like Demetria Player and TJ Barlett. I think those people everyday for it. Music is my passion and has been my whole life since I remember. Now I can write a song in 10 to 20 minutes. Still takes time to start it, But when I do it flows right out of me. Thank you for reading this and my songs everyone.
Ecstasy of Blood
Ecstasy of Blood
It's in the way you are, Feeling the passion in the night.
Taking the chance of feeling the need of ecstasy
No touch could ever, Make me feel this way you do.
Blood on the walls covering every inch of our love
Make me see the way yo do, Feel the urge inside.
Blood drips from the chest
Cutting more and more
I feel the lust of all you dying skin
covers my body like a horror film
Just let me get inside
Taste the flesh, It's getting deeper within.
Tear apart from the inside and out with sensation
Rubbing the breath, Breath of the devil.
Melting the darkness of my ever last nightmare
Make me see the way yo do, Feel the urge inside.
Blood drips from the chest
Cutting more and more
I feel the lust of all you dying skin
covers my body like a horror film
Just let me get inside
Just rid the flesh away from your chest and take me inside
It's in the way you are, Feeling the passion in the night.
Taking the chance of feeling the need of ecstasy
No touch could ever, Make me feel this way you do.
Blood on the walls covering every inch of our love
Make me see the way yo do, Feel the urge inside.
Blood drips from the chest
Cutting more and more
I feel the lust of all you dying skin
covers my body like a horror film
Just let me get inside
Taste the flesh, It's getting deeper within.
Tear apart from the inside and out with sensation
Rubbing the breath, Breath of the devil.
Melting the darkness of my ever last nightmare
Make me see the way yo do, Feel the urge inside.
Blood drips from the chest
Cutting more and more
I feel the lust of all you dying skin
covers my body like a horror film
Just let me get inside
Just rid the flesh away from your chest and take me inside
Bleed
Bleed
How can I Just let you go.
It just to much pain to bare.
These broken words of promises.
Overwhelming my heart and soul.
Why did I even bother
How can it ever be
I keep drifting farther
I'll slit my wrist and just watch it bleed
You were just to dead to care
You never cared at all
Even for this kid I hold
So much shit it died in me
This kid will never be
Why can't you just see
You just gave up trying
Now I just sit here dying
Why did I even bother
How can it ever be
I keep drifting farther
I'll slit my wrist and just watch it bleed
I wished you cared, Instead of left.
Now I live in disgrace
Never forgotten these memories
You left, without looking back.
So why did I even bother
How can this ever be
I keep drifting farther
I'll slit my wrist and just watch it bleed
Why did I even bother
How can this ever be
I keep drifting farther
I'll slit my wrist and just watch it bleed
How can I Just let you go.
It just to much pain to bare.
These broken words of promises.
Overwhelming my heart and soul.
Why did I even bother
How can it ever be
I keep drifting farther
I'll slit my wrist and just watch it bleed
You were just to dead to care
You never cared at all
Even for this kid I hold
So much shit it died in me
This kid will never be
Why can't you just see
You just gave up trying
Now I just sit here dying
Why did I even bother
How can it ever be
I keep drifting farther
I'll slit my wrist and just watch it bleed
I wished you cared, Instead of left.
Now I live in disgrace
Never forgotten these memories
You left, without looking back.
So why did I even bother
How can this ever be
I keep drifting farther
I'll slit my wrist and just watch it bleed
Why did I even bother
How can this ever be
I keep drifting farther
I'll slit my wrist and just watch it bleed
Time and Time Again
Time and Time Again
Time and time again sitting at the table.
Looking at all the people I know
Memories of the times we had
Wish I could just go back in time
Playing as a kid, No worries on my mind
The times have come and pass me by
Just one more time
Just one more day
To have those days back
Knowing what I know now
But would never change a thing
Time and time again sitting in this house
Looking back at the girls I knew
So many I love and lost
Wish I could go back in time
Young love so great,No worries on my mind
The times come and pass me by
Just one more time
Just one more day
To have those days back
Knowing what I know now
But would never change a thing
Time and time again
Time and time again
Time and time
Aaaaaaaaaaagain.........
Time and time again sitting at the table.
Looking at all the people I know
Memories of the times we had
Wish I could just go back in time
Playing as a kid, No worries on my mind
The times have come and pass me by
Just one more time
Just one more day
To have those days back
Knowing what I know now
But would never change a thing
Time and time again sitting in this house
Looking back at the girls I knew
So many I love and lost
Wish I could go back in time
Young love so great,No worries on my mind
The times come and pass me by
Just one more time
Just one more day
To have those days back
Knowing what I know now
But would never change a thing
Time and time again
Time and time again
Time and time
Aaaaaaaaaaagain.........
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
Watch it Bleed
Watch it Bleed
Your the one who tore the stitches from me.
Blood drips making a lake of beauty.
The taste of bitterness soaks my mouth.
Feeling no pain.
Your the one who makes my heart beat with sin.
The lust of a world of sorrow.
A love so full of hate.
The demons cheer for the end of time.
We started the war of impurity.
A death so strong It would decay the Heavens.
God himself would suffer the most.
Lucifer could never over due.
The dreadful thing we do.
2x We are the night of the new bread.
We suck up all the faith in the world
Just to watch it bleed
We spread our seed to create the perfect world of evil.
Becoming the God and Goddess of the life we own.
Never to be apart. Your my mistress of lustful deeds.
We tear the hole in space just to make it larger.
You grab the heart from my chest to eat.
Just to have me close to you.
Eyes so seductive.
They burn a scare of loneliness in my soul.
You will be mine forever.
2x We are the night of the new bread
We suck up all the faith in the world
Just to watch it bleed.
1x We are the perfect sin Never to be touched by anyone.
2x We are the night of the new bread
We suck up all the faith in the world
Just to watch it bleed Just to watch it bleeeeeeeed
Your the one who tore the stitches from me.
Blood drips making a lake of beauty.
The taste of bitterness soaks my mouth.
Feeling no pain.
Your the one who makes my heart beat with sin.
The lust of a world of sorrow.
A love so full of hate.
The demons cheer for the end of time.
We started the war of impurity.
A death so strong It would decay the Heavens.
God himself would suffer the most.
Lucifer could never over due.
The dreadful thing we do.
2x We are the night of the new bread.
We suck up all the faith in the world
Just to watch it bleed
We spread our seed to create the perfect world of evil.
Becoming the God and Goddess of the life we own.
Never to be apart. Your my mistress of lustful deeds.
We tear the hole in space just to make it larger.
You grab the heart from my chest to eat.
Just to have me close to you.
Eyes so seductive.
They burn a scare of loneliness in my soul.
You will be mine forever.
2x We are the night of the new bread
We suck up all the faith in the world
Just to watch it bleed.
1x We are the perfect sin Never to be touched by anyone.
2x We are the night of the new bread
We suck up all the faith in the world
Just to watch it bleed Just to watch it bleeeeeeeed
Just let me fucking be
Just let me fucking be
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
How can I be what you want
Why am I so bad to you
I can never change what I am
How can I keep living this lie
How can I make you see
This is who I am
I will never change
This is who I am
You wanted the best, But still not.
Nothing will ever change of me
Why can't you see who I am
The fucked up shit you want
That I will never be
So just give it up and listen
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
How can I be what you want
Why am I so bad to you
I am who I am
Weather you like it or not
So just let me be how I am
I will never be what you want
I live the way I am
So give up on trying
I am the hate you hate
I am the death you don't want
So why do you let me be
Nothing will come of this
Just let me fucking be
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
How can I be what you want
Why am I so bad to you
Just let me fucking be
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
How can I be what you want
Why am I so bad to you
I can never change what I am
How can I keep living this lie
How can I make you see
This is who I am
I will never change
This is who I am
You wanted the best, But still not.
Nothing will ever change of me
Why can't you see who I am
The fucked up shit you want
That I will never be
So just give it up and listen
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
How can I be what you want
Why am I so bad to you
I am who I am
Weather you like it or not
So just let me be how I am
I will never be what you want
I live the way I am
So give up on trying
I am the hate you hate
I am the death you don't want
So why do you let me be
Nothing will come of this
Just let me fucking be
What do you want from me
What do you want from me
How can I be what you want
Why am I so bad to you
Just let me fucking be
Sorned Love
Scorned Love
So it seems that it has begun, Everything is unraveling at the seams.
I'm being consumed by the darkness that is in my heart
My heart is slowly turning black, For their I wont love another.
I am doomed to be unhappy for the rest of my years
Why did I have to trust, The words you had me so dear to believe.
I should have know that this was too good to be true
Scorned by your love, Never to feel again.
You left me broken and torn
Scorned by your love, Never to feel again.
You left me broken and torn
The love that you had for me, It seems may have not ever been.
You left me so far from where I thought I would ever be
No longer feeling your touch, The taste of your lips gone from me
I can't remember the last time we made love in our bed
How could you just go, Why doesn't the feeling fade away.
I should have know that this was too good to be true
Scorned by your love, Never to feel again.
You left me broken and torn
Scorned by your love, Never to feel again.
You left me broken and torn
I should have know that this was too good to be true
So it seems that it has begun, Everything is unraveling at the seams.
I'm being consumed by the darkness that is in my heart
My heart is slowly turning black, For their I wont love another.
I am doomed to be unhappy for the rest of my years
Why did I have to trust, The words you had me so dear to believe.
I should have know that this was too good to be true
Scorned by your love, Never to feel again.
You left me broken and torn
Scorned by your love, Never to feel again.
You left me broken and torn
The love that you had for me, It seems may have not ever been.
You left me so far from where I thought I would ever be
No longer feeling your touch, The taste of your lips gone from me
I can't remember the last time we made love in our bed
How could you just go, Why doesn't the feeling fade away.
I should have know that this was too good to be true
Scorned by your love, Never to feel again.
You left me broken and torn
Scorned by your love, Never to feel again.
You left me broken and torn
I should have know that this was too good to be true
Die So Hard
Die So Hard
I can't sleep, All these fucked up thoughts in my head.
Burning flesh makes me cry in happiness.
Mind so fucked up, Nothing will help what I feel.
Death of the world is what I crave.
Blood covered, Torn from the flesh.
I fucking hate you all.
So die, So die.
Die so hard
So die, So die,
Die so hard
Don't piss me off, Just get the fuck away from me.
I rather watch this world fall to the ground
Your death will bring, Bring me to my sin.
Death of the world is what I crave
Blood covered, Torn from the flesh.
I hate you fucking all
So die, So die.
Die so hard
So die, So die.
Die so hard
Death of the world is what I crave
Blood covered, Torn from the flesh.
I hate you all
So die, So die.
Die so hard
So die, So die.
Die so hard
So die, So die.
Die so fucking hard...........................
I can't sleep, All these fucked up thoughts in my head.
Burning flesh makes me cry in happiness.
Mind so fucked up, Nothing will help what I feel.
Death of the world is what I crave.
Blood covered, Torn from the flesh.
I fucking hate you all.
So die, So die.
Die so hard
So die, So die,
Die so hard
Don't piss me off, Just get the fuck away from me.
I rather watch this world fall to the ground
Your death will bring, Bring me to my sin.
Death of the world is what I crave
Blood covered, Torn from the flesh.
I hate you fucking all
So die, So die.
Die so hard
So die, So die.
Die so hard
Death of the world is what I crave
Blood covered, Torn from the flesh.
I hate you all
So die, So die.
Die so hard
So die, So die.
Die so hard
So die, So die.
Die so fucking hard...........................
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